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I am a simple lady with an extra-ordinary personality. Often misunderstood, but all I can say is I am who I am. I want to be loved because of who I am.

Wednesday, June 30, 2010

Pwedeng Kiligin, Bawal Mag-assume

Ang pinakamahirap na sitwasyon pagdating sa pag-ibig ay yung di mo alam kung saan ka dapat lumugar. Sabi nga ng isang status, pwedeng kiligin pero bawal mag-assume.

Kasi naman di ba? Alam mo naman na mayroon na siyang mahal na iba (which you are not sure kung sino yung mahal niya), pero di ba, the fact pa lang na alam mong may iba nga siyang gusto, magaasume ka pa rin ba na gusto ka rin niya. Asa ka! Asa ka talaga!!

One time, di ko alam kung bakit ko ginawa, nag- "fortune" thingy ako, yung application sa Facebook, sabi dun hinihintay lang daw niyang sabihin na mahal ko siya. Weird!! Lalo lang tuloy akong di naniwala sa mga ganung bagay. HAHAHA. Grabe naman kasi e, minsan ko na nga lang gawin yun, yung impossible pa ang lalabas. (Infairness ah, masyado kong senensationalize yung application answer. LOLs).

Haha. Well, balik tayo dun sa "pwedeng kiligin, pero bawal magassume". Ang haba ng segway e, lols.

----sa susunod na lang pala. :) Di pa ko handang magbigay ng facts e. ----but don't worry, di ako takot na malaman mo :) See you!! :D

Sunday, June 27, 2010

Feelings

OUT OF REACH

You are out of reach. You are so far. How can I reach you if you don't allow me to? I want you to love me, but don't worry, I won't pursue you. Di ko nga alam kung may balak akong aminin kung anung nararamdam ko sa'yo e.

Tama na siguro na ganito tayo. Steady pa naman ang nararamdaman ko sa'yo e. Tama na masiyahan ako kapag kasama kita, di na ko maghahangad ng level-up. Out of reach ka e.

Pace, oh my PACE

PACE oh PACE. Ano ka ba?? Haha. Pack of Accelerated Christian Education.

Pano ba tayo nagsama??

1) Iniyakan na kita.

2) Kung anu-ano ng ginawa kong kasalanan para lang matapos kita.

3) Pag iniwan kita, mapaparusahan ako.

4) Masaya ako pag nafufulfill ko ang gusto mo.

5) Marami akong natutunan sa'yo.

6) Tinakasan na kita, pero di mo pa rin ako iniwan.

7) Ikaw ang naging susi ng pag-alis ko.

8) Ang dami kong nakilala dahil sa'yo, actually, kahit sarili ko, nakilala ko nang dahil sa'yo.

9) 1144! Natapos ba kita?

10) Di kita naumpisahan, di rin kita natapos.

11) Wisdom?? I gained wisdom because of you.

12) Nainlove ako, alam mo ba yun?? HAHA

13) Sobra mo kong pinahirapan.

14) I spent sleepless nights because of you.

15) You broke my heart.

ANO PA BA?? Isipin ko ah. Haha

Saturday, June 26, 2010

Dahil ayoko pang magblog :))

Dahil ayoko pang magblog. HAHA

[ZERO] Who was your last text from?

- Margo.

[ONE] Where was your default pic taken?
- Trinity rooftop.

[TWO] Your relationship status?
- Single, but in love. LOL

[THREE] What' s your littlest siblings name?
- Hmm. Sino ba mas bata? Lian Mangotara or Julianne Rei del Rosario? HAHA

[FOUR] Have you lost a close friend?
- Yes.

[FIVE] What is your current mood?
- Stable, haha.

[SIX] Whats your brother(s) names ?
- Mansour John Mangotara

[SEVEN] Sister's names ?
- Marife Santos, Gretchen Santos, Julianne Rei del Rosario, Lianne Mangotara.

[EIGHT] Where do you wish you were right now?
- Beside him. LOL

[NINE] Have a crazy side?
- YES! :))

[TEN] Person you are closest with?
- Closest? hmm. Hirap naman nito.

[ELEVEN] Something you do a lot?
- Think.

[TWELVE] Angry at anyone?
- No.

[THIRTEEN] What' s stopping you from going for the person you like?
- Fear of rejection.

[FOURTEEN] When was the last time you cried?
- Hmm.. Haha. 2nd day of recruitment ata or first day. Ewan.

[FIFTEEN] Is there anyone you would do anything for?
- Absolutely.

[SIXTEEN] What do you think about when you are falling asleep?
- Many things. HAHAHA

[SEVENTEEN] Who was the last person you talked to on the phone ?
- Tita Judy. :)

[EIGHTEEN] What is your favorite song?
- I'll Be.

[NINETEEN] What are you doing right now?
- Chatting.

[TWENTY] Do you trust anyone right now?
- Yes I do.

[TWENTY-ONE] Where did you get the shirt you are wearing?
- Ate Marife.

[TWENTY- TWO] Have you hugged someone lately?
- Yes. :)

[TWENTY-THREE ] How many people have you loved?
- Define love. :)))))

[TWENTY- FOUR] Describe your life in one word.
- EXCITING!!!!! :D

[TWENTY-FIVE] Who/ What are you thinking of right now?
- Him. SDP.

[TWENTY- SIX] What should you be doing right now?
- Criticizing articles.

[TWENTY- SEVEN ] What are you listening to?
- Sabihin mo na. :)

[TWENTY- EIGHT ] Who was the last person who gave you a hug?
- Monch. :)

[TWENTY-NINE] Who was the last person who yelled at you?
- Tita.

[THIRTY] Do you act differently around the person you like?
- I don't think so...

[THIRTY-ONE] What is your natural hair color ?
- Black.

[THIRTY- TWO] Who was the last person to make you laugh ?
- Ate Jing??

[THIRTY-THREE] Who was the last person to make you mad?
- Hahahaha. Secret.

[THIRTY-FOUR] What pets do you have?
- None.

[THIRTY-FIVE] Is your hair naturally curly or straight?
- Middle. Lol

[THIRTY-EIGHT ] Hugged the opposite sex in the past 3 days?
- Yes. :)

[THIRTY-NINE] Do you use smiley faces on the computer?
- Yes. :) Obvious??

[FORTY] Plans for the weekend?
- School. Meeting :)

[FORTY-ONE] Are you happy with your life right now?
- Yes. :))

[FORTY-TWO] Are you currently jealous?
- YES! :)

[FORTY-THREE] What jewelry are you currently wearing?
- Ring.

[FORTY- FOUR] What were you doing last Friday night ?
- Thinking? Texting??

[FORTY-FIVE] Have you ever had your heart broken?
- Yes.

[FORTY-SIX] Have you ever broken a heart?
- Yes.

[FORTY-SEVEN] Is there anybody you're really disappointed in?
- Yeyes!!

[FORTY-EIGHT ] Last person you hangout w/?
- Margo.

[FORTY-NINE] How late did you stay up last night and why?
- 12:00 am, late na ko nakauwi e.

[FIFTY] How is your heart lately?
- Steady :))

Wednesday, June 23, 2010

05202009

May 20, 2009.

Haha. Hmm. How did I spent my day? Quarter to twelve, we run to Mercury Drugstore to buy medicine for my brother. I got scolded because I was not able to remind my aunt to buy my brother a medicine. Tapos I slept at 3 am. Woke up at around 10 am. I was supposed to bring Mansour in his school pero tulog pa siya kaya wag na lang daw. Tapos I remember that I need to be at Crossroad at 10 am to help clean the SLP, unfortunately, mabagal ako kumilos at kakagising ko pa lang nun. Hayun, pagkagising ko nakipagkwentuhan muna ako kay Ate Jing habang hinihintay matapos maligo si Ate. And after niyang matapos small talks muna bago ako naligo. And finally, narealized ko rin na super late na pala ako. :(

I arrived at the SLP at around 12 noon. Nakasalubong ko si Ephraim and sabi niya na magstart pa lang daw ang devotion :D. Great! Umabot ako! :) Naabutan ko sa SLP si Toni, Choed, and Christine. :) Sg na sg e. Hehe. Kami lang pala talaga. Then, we started the devotion with Pem and Daniella. Tapos we started carrying the things outside. People came to help us clean the lib, like, JPT, Hannah D., Francene, Joy, Narge, and JPC. :) We ate lunch at around 3 pm. Haha Chicken Joy! Then may nagbigay ng food sa'min kasi natutuwa daw siya na kami yung naglilinis ng SLP, yummy talaga yung cakes! :D Joy came and greeted me,also Narge. Then Kara came and greeted me too, tapos dumiretso na siya sa small group niya. And suddenly, Francene realized that it's my birthday,

Francene: Ui, birthday mo, Happy Birthday!
Toni: Ay oo nga pala, sorry nakalimutan ko, happy birthday Ayedah.
Narge: Kanina pa sila magkasama di pala naalala. Hehe
Ayedah: Haha. Thank you.
Choed: Happy birthday. :D
Ayedah: Thanks.

Then back to work. Karen came.

Karen: Ayedah! Happy birthday. Ui birthday niya. (giggles and jokes)
Kristine: Ayedah sorry nakalimutan ko, kanina pa tayo magkasama. Happy birthday.

Back to work again. Tapos habang nagmemeeting ang MMS, nakikipagkwentuhan muna ko kay Kara and kay JPT. :) And when cleaning is over at around 10 pm, we are commanded not to go home yet, but Toni had already left.

Jollibee delivery! Dumating ang Jollibee for our dinner. Haha. I got a Jollitown tumbler! I so love it :D Pinagaagawan namin yun pero ako ang nanalo dahil birthday ko, Haha. Tapos naghugas na kami ng kamay at nagpalit na ng damit. Getting ready for our dinner. :) Yumyum! When everybody is on the table na (Me, Karen, Francene, JP C., Ephraim, JP T., Narge, Choed, and Kristine) then JP T. began the happy birthday song. Cool! Not expected. :D Basta, it was fun. After eating our steaks, JP C. and Francene get sandwiches. Di pa daw busog e. Hehe. Tapos hayun kwentuhan and stuffs. Masaya super! Tapos hayun, uwian time, pero di na kami nakauwi ni tita kasi super late na daw kaya dun na lang kami natulog sa office niya.

Basta, it is my best birthday ever! Di ko maexpress kung bakit. I'm overwhelmed. Thank you so much friends. Thanks sa mga bumati. Thanks sa mga nakaalala. Thank you Lord sa lahat-lahat. Ikaw ang dahilan kung bakit super happy ako! :D